The good psychic would

The good psychic would pick up the phone before it rang. Of course it is possible there was noone on the other line. Once she said \”God Bless you\” I said, \”I didn’t sneeze\” She looked deep into my eyes and said, \”You will, eventually.\” And damn it if she wasn’t right. Two days later … Read more

I have a lot

I have a lot of trouble forgiving myself for being so dumb… But yes, of course, the big generous compassionate view that you should take of yourself and of all events is: what a glorious circus train this has been, and what a wonderful messy parade, and all of those steps took me here, where … Read more

I made a mask

I made a mask out of my face because I didn’t realize I was quite beautiful. God blessed me so. I practically destroyed it. I had to wear heavy black eyelashes like bat wings, and dark lines under my eyes, and cut all my hair off, my long dark hair. Cut it off and strip … Read more